Posts tagged ‘emo’

Heart vs. Brain – Feel vs. Logic

When making decisions, be honest, do you go with what you feel or what you think? For me personally, I always choose heart over brain, feeling over thinking. All the time. I can’t recommend it for everyone, especially not the faint hearted. I can’t promise happiness if you choose this path, but the pain also remains uncertain. When choosing logic however, happiness is much further off the path, but there is even less pain involved. Now if you read back over what I just wrote, it looks like there is no difference. Actually it even looks like that for me, even though I wrote the thing. But I swear, there is a whole other world of difference between those two explanations. I’m going to attempt to get into that, and you know me, the only way I can do that is by talking about my personal experiences. But, as always, I will do my best to write about it.

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Is Love Worth Taking Risks For?

To my faithful readers, I know you guys are out there, don’t be ashamed…Haha, I’m sorry for the wait. Everything’s been hectic at home and everywhere else I just haven’t really found the time to sit down and muster my feelings and write a nice blog post for all of you to read. At least, to the ones that enjoy reading sappy rambles about my never-ending drama  and my struggle to contain my feelings for my best friend, who I’m not talking to for the rest of my life. Apparently so. That’s a nice little nutshell. Anyway, it was my birthday around a week ago, and I told her not to message me a happy birthday, even though she wanted to. I was secretly waiting for a message, I’m not going to lie. It never came though. I wanted to message her so bad. I still do.

Anyway, I just wanted to pose you guys a question. A lot of people I talk to have differing opinions on this. Some say that love isn’t enough to carry relationships; you need everything else like money, harmony in your relationships with your lover’s family and continuously working on yourself and your lover’s partnership. A good amount of people though, argue that if you have immense love between you and your lover, everything else falls into place. There would be no need for these materialisms and other aspects, as love itself is able to carry the entire relationship on its back. Now with both of these opinions in mind, do you think that love itself is worth taking risks for? Is it worth putting yourself out there with the possible promise of pain or bliss?

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Passage Of Time

How fitting that I should write about the passage of time on my birthday. I’m 23 this year. Damn, I’m moving on up in life.

I know you’re all going to agree when I say that time itself is a cruel female dog. Yeah, I have to keep the language PG-13, you never know what kids are up to nowadays. They could be being awesome and reading my PG-13 blog, or just being lame and doing anything else on the computer. Anyway, the passage of time has to be one of the worst things about living. Like seriously. When you’re enjoying yourself, time flies. When you’re miserable, it crawls. How unfair is that? Time is one of the few things in life that actually has the power to change anything and everything, depending on how you use it. It can affect your life in such a way that would make you rethink everything; from the way you’ve lived to how and where you are right now. It’s frightening.

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Three Words, Eight Letters

***Warning: Personal post ahead*** 

Aha. I bet all of you were thinking “I love you” as the three words the title is referring to. Normally, I would say yes you’re correct, but in this case I’m talking about “I miss you.” To the millions of people reading my blog, think of the most special person in your life right now. Think of the one person that you love speaking to everyday, look forward to seeing every time and the one person that you almost can’t bear to live without. Under most circumstances, this person would be hailed as your best friend. Suppose this best friend of yours is of the opposite sex. When someone of the opposite sex is usually referred to as a best friend, one could easily come to the conclusion that this person has all the desired qualities and attributes you would hope to find someday in a mate. Now imagine how easy it would be to fall for someone whom you consider the closest person to you, one who embodies someone you want to spend the rest of your life with.

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Choices And Consequences

Hey, be honest. Do you ever think of the consequences of the choices that you make, if the choice you’re making involves you feeling happy? Think about it real hard, then tell me. I’m willing to bet my dashing looks, my endless charm and my bazillionaire fortune that the answer floating around in your head was a flat “no”. If you’re sitting there reading this and saying “Haha you’re wrong there Winchesterz, I actually said yes,” then you aren’t being very honest with me and yourself! When we’re faced with the pursuit of happiness, human nature simply dictates that we follow it; regardless of what our logical selves tell us. Nowadays though, I’m finding that not enough of the people I meet choose to take the risk and follow happiness; instead they only follow it a short distance, and when faced with the prospect of any future consequences, tend to drop it at the first sign of a possible issue. Imagine what the world would be like if no one fought for anything, if no one fought for their happiness. It will be a peaceful world, sure, but it will be extremely predictable and lacking in flair. Everyone would be walking down the straight path. No one would take risks, no one would step out of the norm and attempt to do something different. Everyone will just live life the way they know how. Routine. Does that sound appealing at all?

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Hope is one of the most frightening things that exists in the universe. It can make a person happy as can be, but at the same time tear that very same person apart. Hope, mixed with other emotions, makes for a very potent concoction of feelings that can culminate in desperate, but sometimes necessary, behaviour. Some people deem having hope as naivety, but it takes all kinds to be able to see hope when all else fails, and takes even more to be able to act accordingly.  Not all who have hope deserve it, and not all who deserve it want it. But everyone, and I mean absolutely everyone, needs to have hope at some point in their lives, irrespective of who deserves or wants it.

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About A Boy

He lay in his bed and stared up at the ceiling. The wind softly blew his long, straight raven hair across his face, almost as if caressing it. He rolled over and stared at his reflection in the mirror across the room; He was a good-looking young man, with a smooth triangular face and boyish features that exuded charm and cockiness. He had sincere brown eyes, which could pull anyone in with one practiced look. As he brushed his hair away from his face, he instinctively picked up an acoustic guitar, which lay on the floor of his room. He softly strummed it, as he often did when he wanted to clear his head. The guitar was his way of relaxing, an escape from the rest of the world. On this particular day though, there was only one thought that occupied his mind. The smooth brown hair…the soulful greens…the luscious lips…the boy shook his head and cleared his mind of such thoughts, not letting himself wander too much.

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